Lolaluvscum

I am a lifelong cross dresser with a great deal of sexual experience with men, women, and groups of people. I have also developed what some may consider an unhealthy fascination with sissy hypno in recent years. I find the subjugation erotic and appealing (within some limitations). It is also in my nature, I have always preferred giving pleasure to receiving it, which means, yes, I would rather perform cunnilingus or fellatio over over getting a blowjob. Giving pleasure and getting people off is just so hot to me!
I don't know that I'm actually "looking" for someone or something specific, although I am a member of many cross dresser dating sites and various hookup sites.
I would say that I am more interested in exploring and experiencing carnal and lust filled sexual adventures than dating and romantic encounters. Still, I do try to take life as it comes at me.
Most of my adult life as a man was spent working in a position of responsible charge, and I tipped the scales on masculinity.
My femme side is completely opposite. I much prefer the passive and submissive role, and, naturally, my favorite color is pink!
As I have lived my life with those two opposing forces always within me, I have tried to keep a Yin/Yang like harmonious balance within my psyche. Although, in more recent years, I definitely favor the Yin side much more. Probably because I was forced to stifle my feminine side for most of my life. Or, maybe she appeals to me because she's such a dirty little slut!